You think this is good but you're wrong.
You think this one's right but you're wrong.
You think this is right but it's really wrong.

You thought.. that.. this.. that.. but it's really not.

Just when you think everythings turning out to be okay.. You're wrong. You will never be satisfied. As to what my Values Education teacher said, "No one will ever be satisfied with his life"."Everyday a man craves for satisfaction." But.. sorry for you. That will never happen. Why am I saying this? It's because.. I want to. It just crossed my mind or maybe because of our discussion earlier.

Why am i suddelny updating my blog here? Well.. For no reason at all. Is i wrong to update a used-to-be-blog? Nah. Im just really bored that i thought of updating this. Haha. Not only that i am bored im bored too.. oh wait. Im more bored than bored. lol. Luckily, I have Tonet to keep me company. *Glomp*

For all those people who will be having their UPCAT tom. Goodluck. May you be relaxed and comfortable which is impossible. Nyahahah. So.. Poor you. I have lotsa classmates who'll take up the exam tom. and sunday. My besh too. Wish them and all of you goodluck.

What's up?

I've been busy.. Y'know Senior life. Im busy bullying kids at school,making them move so i could get through the line and order faster.. nah. kidding. I won't do such things. *cough* Haha. Seriously,Am not. Im quitting Choir. Sadly. x_x I can't stay too late at school. =/ I wish i could stay but.. i can't.. haha. Duh?

Oh. I feel better now. Pao,Peter and Tonet are entertaining me. Yay.

Mata ne.
Posted by Ruriko_Ikusawa on August 7, 2004 at 12:20 AM | 1 Harassed
*eherm*

Everything has a limit "kahit naman cguro ang mababait na tao ay naiinis din minsan"

First of all. I prefer not to open the topic here but since you already opened it,I'll continue..

Ayoko ng sinasabihan ako ng mga bagay tungkol sakin ng patalikod.
Una sa lahat,Bago ko pa mabasa ang mga sinasabi nyo tungkol sakin ay mababasa muna ng iba at ang iba na makikitid ang utak ay maghuhusga kagad. Ang kinaiinisan ko dito ay bakit hindi mo ko kausapin ng maayos? Bakit hindi mo ko lapitan at kausapin?
Nakikita mo ko tuwing sabado diba?>_>
At sa isa naman,Kung galit ka sakin sabihin mo pangalan ko at wag ka mag codenames. Kawawa naman ang mga nagbabasa diba? Curious sila kung sino.

Tungkol dun sa "away" (kuno) Wala sakin yun. Actually, Ako na ang lumalalayo dahil ayoko ng away.Sabi nyo nga diba? Once is enough? pag naulit `to wag na umasa na magkakabati pa? Psssh.
Okay lang sakin yun. Fine with me. walang kaso yun. Masaya pa ko.

Secondly, Kinakawawa? >_> Blame her for things? Uh. Sino gumagawa nun? May narinig ba kayo sakin about those things? Kinakawawa? ^___^ LOL. Kelan pa? In what way? Paki linaw nga.
Sya na mismo nagsabi,Sinabihan nya ko ng "Harsh words"
ako.. meron ka ba narinig na "harsh word" mula sakin? Oh. and nung sinabihan nya ako nun? ano sinabi ko? "okay lang."
Im trying my best not to make this "situation" worst. But what? <_< Psssh.

Ayoko na masyado mag rant dito dahil "PUBLIC" `to. as much as possible ayoko ng may napapahiya.Oh and about that thing na hindi ka dapat nag madali? lol. walang problema yun. Do it as fast as you can.. I don't really care.
About the friendship? I don't know. Kayo na mismo nagsabi..
"once is enough."Pano pa magiging magkaibigan kung may "masamang" nakaraan diba? Sa inyo na nangaling yan.
Pero.. dahil sa naniniwala ako sa second chance.. bahala na.

Mag usap na lang tayo ng personalan. Ayoko ng backstabbers.
Gusto ko,kung aawayin nyo ko,harapan.Wag yung ganito.
Walang ka challenge challenge. :D Para na rin hindi sumakit ang daliri mo sa kaka-type diba? Sabihin nyo na lang harapan para mas madali diba? :D

Anyway.. This is just .5% of what i want to say. I don't wanna mess your lives and i don't want self pity.
If i sound too "evil" well.. bear with me. This is me.
Accept me for what/who iam if your really a friend.

Oyasumi.
Currently listening to: Bump of Chicken's Tentaikansoku
Currently feeling: Pucha.
Posted by Ruriko_Ikusawa on March 7, 2004 at 03:23 AM | 2 Harassed
Where will you go?
when no one's left to save you from yourself..


<_< My neck hurts. I have no idea why my neck hurts.
I have colds and flu. -____-; It drips like a faucet. *eew*

o___o and.. I didn't attend school today.
Reason: Recollection. :D I'ts too boring for me.

Im excited though.. about something.

My..*eherm* is in Manila.. I don't know if i should say her name or what.. but.. Im really glad she's here. :D~~ I wonder if we'll see each other. o_O Too many complications.I miss talking to my
Besh. ;_; We haven't talkd in days.. or day. o_o;; Im not that sure. ehehe.

Anywho,I have to eat my breakfast first and wait for her call.
I hope.. we all have a good day!~


Sore Ja~

:D Cho_chang
Currently listening to: Maaya Sakamoto's Yubiwa
Currently feeling: *achoo*
Posted by Ruriko_Ikusawa on March 5, 2004 at 09:39 AM | ~*harass me*~
Right now. Im not feeling very well.

Im okay but not that okay. ~_~ weird ne?

Anyh00, Mum ish getting my card on friday or thursday and im really nervous. I haven't seen my grades since 1st quarter. I have no idea if i passed or not. >_< I hope i did. I don't wanna get my hope up and end up being dissapointed.

The day is pretty much okay. Always practicing for the upcoming Formal Dinner. Im a waitress and a performer. -_____- Good thing i wasn't a dishwasher and a housekeeper. *laughs* All third year students will take part at this event.. some are Cooks,Dishwashers,Housekeepers,servers and ushers. The most important of course is the servers.(us) Hahahaha~

So.. That's all. Thanks for dropping by my blog and i hope you tag. ^.~

Kyou-tan Loves everyall. :D
Currently listening to: Evanescence's You
Currently feeling: sleepy
Posted by Ruriko_Ikusawa on February 25, 2004 at 01:12 AM | ~*harass me*~
Got the pics. Isa 2 post ko. XD

Ma-lay.

Anyh00, Prom was okay.. as i said earlier.

Today ish okay. Tom i hope will be much better. *pleads*

please...please.. *prays*

*yawn* Im sleepy. >_>;

._. Oyasumi Nasai.



That's me.. in teh orange rusty look top (taller) and that's my friend cindy in blue



and that's me again in orange with the peace sign. :D with my friends.. Bren,Cindy,mwah and Lynet
Currently listening to: 4thmix's Arigatone
Currently feeling: hungry and sleepy
Posted by Ruriko_Ikusawa on February 21, 2004 at 03:00 AM | 3 Harassed
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